One of the hardest things I have had to come to terms with is releasing "all" of my cares upon him, especially when it comes to losing a love one. In 2016, I breezed through it with my mother and 5 months later my aunt (both) in their 80's. However, May 30, 2020 we got news that my 29 year old grandson had passed away and I didn't have the answers for my son and daughter-in-law. My daugter-in-law was at first angry with God for taking their one and only son and my son was so broken and hurt, I and my other 3 children were struggling and asking God why. But Glory be to God through praying and releasing it all to Jesus in the mist of it all He gave me peace. I continually pray the peace scriptures over them and myself and God's word never comes back void but always accomplish the things in which it is sent. Being an evangelist myself, like Paul, in whatever state that I'm in I've learned how to be content. Through the good times and the bad times I have learned how to lean and depend on Jesus.
