What do we learn about Moses' motivations, character, and leadership ability from the incident of him killing the cruel Egyptian taskmaster? What positive things do you see in his character? What negative things do you discern?
The fact that Moses looked "this way and that way" before murdering symbolizes that he is torn between both worlds, nationalities, and doesn't want to be caught as he acts on his emotion. He lives a physically comfortable life but still in conflict with his true identity. Moses is not yet heeding to the voice of God and still struggling in his human limitation and knowledge. The incident took Moses from his given comfort zone and made him rely on God to accomplish God's will. Our lesson here is that God can and will make the changes in us to accomplish His purpose and the perspective is often very different than the worldly view.