When Christ paid the price for my freedom from the slavery of my old life, from the only kind of life I knew, I was "free" to live a new life. Before Christ paid that price I did not know I had an option for a better life. Now that I know the kind of life God wants for me, predestined for me to have, a whole new world of opportunities are there for me. Without my redemption I would be living as I did before, for myself and for what I thought could make me happy. Like the rest of the world, fearful and just waiting to die.