The Isralites forgot to love God the first and most important commandment: You shall love your God with all... by not loving God which mean not putting him first, they rejected him, as a result they do not listened to him. They walk their own way. They separete themselves from God and evil became a way of life. Evil/sin to God's people always bring alienation/separation from God.
I think how when we do not listen to God, we fall into worshiping others things that are harmful to us, thus, sining. By worshiping these other gods: money, sex, people, religion among others, we alienate ourselves. God is our Father, He loves us, He listen...but He also corrects us.
We have a tendency to forget. We forget how God have being walking with us, and how He has rescue us again and again. And we also forget that God is a person, not human, perfect, yes, but a person that wants honor, and intimacy with us through a relationship with us. I imagen that I will be very hurt and dissapointed of people so unloyal. But we think Oh He is God! Out there to faraway from us but the reality is that He is very near, and we ignore him.
I find myself continually fighting with these contradictions in my flesh, on my circunstances, with my relationships with others and with God. I know I have a calling. I know that He rescued me. I know that He loves me... But I also know that He wants me to obey him and follow him praising his name, by honoring him with my life and my personal relationship with him. I also desire that, but how difficult is not to get involved with all the gods of this world.
I pray to you God your kingdom come your will be done in my life and protect me from walking into temptation faraway from you, and deliver me from evil/sin. Please forgive me when I fall apart from you, and show me how to forgive those who had hurt me. That I may all ways worship you and only you Lord. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.