To the question: Many times I have taken the steering wheel, when the way of my life, has gone amuck. To me that is doublemindness. I did not turn it over to my teacher. I did not ask. I ran away, tried to hide, instead of just asking God, "what is it you want me to do", an be prepared, cause when he replys, it may be what you were running from in the first place. Commitment, to his word, and mean it, not just talk it. That was me! Hope I have answered the guestions.
Thank you,
Debora