Trials help me not be doubleminded in that I have to exercise faith to go through these trials. I see the trials as some huge mountain and in order to get over that mountain, I know that of myself I cannot make it but with God I can do all things. Therefore I do not even try. Now I was never always like this. It has taken maturity to bring me to this place. Guess what has made me so mature - you are right - trials.