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IF WE GET INTO LOVING CHURCH MORE THAT WHAT WE CAN LOVE A MEMBER WE ARE MAKING A BIG MISTAKE AND NOTHING OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN STUDYING HAS PENETRATED IN THE MIND MUCH LESS OUR HEARTS. SECOND GREATEST COMAND LOVE ONE ANOTHER IF WE THINK THAT WE HAVE LOVE IN OUR HEARTS BETTER NOT THINK BECAUSE LOVE IS ELUSIVE AND ONE THAT THINKS OF HAVING LOVE, HAS NOTHING BUT THOUGHTS, AND THOUGHTS COME AND GO. CAN WE MATURE AWAY FROM THE CHURCH? ARE WE CHALLENGING GOD'S POWER? WE CAN MATURE IN THE MIDST OF SINNERS JESUS DID. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

WELL I CAN SEE THE GROUP GROWING AND IS CONFORTING BECAUSE THIS TELLS ME THAT I AM GROWING WITH THE GROUP. DISCIPLINE HAS NOT COME EASY FOR ME BUT WITH THE HELP OF LOTS OF GOOD PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, THAT HAVE SHARE THE WORD AND THE MESSAGE TRUE LOTS OF SELF SEARCHING, CONFESING AND REPENTING, MAKING AMENDS AND SURRENDERING TO GOD'S WILL MY LIFE HAS CHANGE. LOVE TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND SAY GOOD MORNING GOD, PLEASE DIRECT MY THINKING SPECIALLY TO BE DIVORCE FROM SELF-PITY, DISHONESTY AND INMORALITY. I HAVE LEARNED THAT I CAN SHARE WITH OTHER PEOPLE MY INNERMOST FEELINGS, SOME TIMES TO HELP OTHERS, SOME TIMES TO HELP MYSELF I NEED TO ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT GOD IS EVERYTHING WITH HIM I CAN DO ALL THINGS AND WITHOUT HIM I AM NOTHING. I HAVE TRYED TO PUT GOD IN THE SECOND PLACE OR TOTALLY NOT BRING HIM INTO THE PICTURE AND THE RESULTS WERE HORRIBLE, SO I DO NOT DARE TO DO THIS ANY MORE. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

IF WE ARE TRULY HONESTLY WORKING AIMING OUR LIFE TO CHANGE OUR WAYS TO HIS WAYS. THEN I MUST ADMIT THAT ALL OF THESE ATRIBUTES: GOODNESS KNOWLEDGE, SELF-CONTROL AND PERSEVERANCE COME HARD. READING THEM IS ONE THING PRACTICING THEM IS ANOTHER I WILL SAY IS REWARDING AT THE END OF MY DAY LOOK BACK AND BE AWARE THAT I DID NOT HURT ANY ONE IN MY JOURNEY OF 24HRS. DID I DO IT BECAUSE I AM ADDING GOODNESS TO MY FAITH? I RATHER THINK THAT IT WAS DONE THROUGH CHRIST, HE IS THE ONE THAT DO THE WORKS AND HE IS THE ONE THAT ALL THE GLORY SHOULD BE FOR. PRAISE JESUS AMEN. SELF-CONTROL IT IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR ME TO BECOME MORE AWARE IN THE TRUE DEFENITION OF THIS ATTITUDE AND I AM VERY GRATEFUL THAT I AM INVOLVED IN THIS STUDY, IT CAME TO REVEAL NEW THINGS AND HAS HELP ME A LOT. SO THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR SHARING AND THANK YOU PASTOR RALPH WILSON AND THANK YOU GOD FOR KEEPING YOUR FLOCK TOGETHER. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

DESIRE IS WITH IN AND CAN TAKE ON EITHER DESIRE FOR GOD OR DESIRE FOR GOOD SOMETIMES I THING THAT MY DESIRE FOR GOOD IS GOOD I PROMPTLY ADMIT THAT MY THINKIG HAS BEEN WORPED AND SO MY PERCEPTION I AM CONVINCED THAT IN MY OWN I AM LOST SO I HUMBLE COME TO THE ONE WITH ALL KNOWLEDGE AND POWER AND EVEN DO IS HARD AND HIS WAYS ARE STRICT CAUSING DISCONFORT I KNOW THAT THIS IS THE BEST WAY AND AFTER FIGHTING FOR A WHILE I SURRENDER AND ACCEPT HIS WILL FOR ME ONE MORE TIME EVIL DESIRES ARE QUICK AND BODILY CONFORTABLE GOD'S DESIRES ARE SLOW AND JOY SEEM TO TAKE LONG TIME TO COME TO FILL OUR SOULS AND HEARTS EVIL DESIRE SEPARATES ME FROM GOD GOD'S DESIRES DISCOVERS HIS WAYS MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

TO KNOW THAT WE HAVE BEEN CALLED THEN WE BECAME AWARE THAT WE HAVE BEEN CALLED THEN WE FIND OURSELVES DOING THINGS THAT WE COULD NOT DO BEFORE BY THE POWER OF THIS CALL WE HAVE THE POWER OF REBUKING SATAN OUR NATURE GROWS IN CHARACTER LIKE NEVER BEFORE WE LEARN TO ENDURE, PERSEVERE AND KNOW IS GOD'S WILL IN OUR LIVES THANKS BE TO GOD AND OUR LORD CHRIST JESUS MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU

For a reborn in the Spirit can only be one Faith. Small as a mustar seed and precious as Peter says May God richly bless you.

THE IMPORTANCE IS IMPERATIVE ONE MUST KNOW THE ENEMY AND ALL HIS TRICKS AND DIFFERENT PERSONALITIES, HIS NATURE AND ALL ABOUT HIM. THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT WE HAVE TO OBSESS ON IT, BUT CERTAINLY MEANS THAT WE MUST BE ALWAYS BE PREPARE TO MEET HIS ENCOUNTERS HE CAN COME AS AN ANGEL OF LIGHT THAT SEDUCESS THE EYE, THE MIND AND THE BODY AND HERE GOES THE SOUL AND THE SPIRIT AS GOD, SATAN WANTS ALL OF THE INDIVIDUAL AND GOES TO ANY LENGHT TO TRICK US INTO BELIEVING THAT WE ARE HAVING FUN. I LIVED IN hell FOR LONG TIME AND I AM AWARE OF SOME OF HIS TRICKERY AND DIVIOUS WAYS GOD SAVE ME FROM THE FURNACE OF hell AND GAVE ME ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE FOR HIM PRAISE BE OUR LORD THAT IS IN HEAVEN AND REIGNS FOR EVER AND EVER, HIS IS THE GLORY AND I AM WILLING TO LIVE THIS LIFE AS HE COMANDS, PICK UP MY CROSS AND QUITELY GO ABOUT HIS DAILY BUSINESS OH GOD, TANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO EXPRESS MYSELF AND GO FORWARD IN YOUR WAY. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

hOW CAN I SEE THE SPLINTER IN THE EYE OF OTHER PERSON WHEN I HAVE A 2X4 IN MINE. THINGS OF THIS NATURE OF THE QUESTION I AM WILLING TO LET GOD MANAGE, HE IS MUCH BETTER MANAGER THAN ME AND BESIDES IN GOD'S WORLD NOTHING HAPPENS BY MISTAKE I AM BOUND TO CHRIST JESUS AND ALL I DO IS BE WILLING TO PICK UP MY CROSS IN THE MORNING AND FOLLOW DIRECTIONS, HE DOES FOR ME WHAT I CANNOT DO FOR MYSELF. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

THE WORLD IS THE WORLD AND THE SPIRIT IS THE SPIRIT IF WE WANT TO WORSHIP GOD WE MUST DO IT IN THE SPIRIT THE PERSON THAT HAS BEEN CALLED TO DO THE PASTORING IS ONLY A SERVANT AS I HAVE THE POWER TO STOP THE SON FROM MOVING THROUGH THE HEAVENS. WE ARE PEOPLE OF THE CHURCH THAT COME TO WORSHIP AND MINISTER AND WE CAN SENSE A CHRISTIAN THAT WANTS TO OVERTAKE BY OTHER MEANS AWAY FROM THE WORD OF GOD AND WE DO NOT STAND FOR. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

PETER IS VERY CLEAR WHEN HE APPEALS TO THE ELDERS AND THE YOUTH. "DO THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE WILLING" CANNOT BE ANY CLEARER THAN THIS, THEREFORE ANY THING OUT OF THE REALM OF WILLINGNESS IS DISTORTED AND WILL NOT BARE THE FRUITS; AND BY YOUR FRUITS YOU WILL BE KNOWN. EVERYONE SUFFERS IF THE PERSON AT THE HEAD OF THE FELLOWSHIP HAS HIDDING MOTIVES. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

WE ALL HAVE BEEN SHARING WITH ONE ANOTHER IN THIS FORUM FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND MANY AT TIMES YOUR SHARING HAVE MOVED ME FROM INSIDE I AM PERCEIVING THAT WE ARE ABOUT TO COME TO ANOTHER END. MEANS TO ME ONLY A NEW BEGINNING A NEW DISCOVERY AND BY MEDITATING IN THE QUESTION IT WAS REVEAL THAT WE WERE TAKEN ALL THE WAY TO THE BEGINNING OF THE CHURCH IN A VERY HUMBLE AND SIMPLE WAY PETER APPEALS TO THE ELDERS, AND MAKES A POINT TO LET THEM KNOW WHAT THEIR DUTIES ARE AND WHY CARRY THEM TO THE END. THROUGH WILLINGNESS. ONE CAN BE AN ELDER AT HOME AND THE FLOCK CAN BE THE FAMILY. EVERYTHING STARTS WINT ONE AND THAT ONE IS GOD SO AN ELDER IS IN CHARGE OF GOD'S FLOCK, LIVING BY EXAMPLE, HELPING OTHERS TO COME TO GOD IN THE SAME WAY THAT HE WAS THOUGT TO COME TO GOD THROUGH HONESTY AND WILLINGNESS. CERTAINLY THIS IS A WONDERFUL EYE OPENNING THANK YOU FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION IN THIS FORUM AND THANK YOU PASTOR RALPH MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

WILINGNESS IS AT THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING. I AM A BABE AND MUST LIVE MOMENT BY MOMENT BY BEEN WILLING FOR THIS BRIEF MOMENT TO DIE TO SIN I AM WALKING IN THE LIGHT OF THE SPIRIT I AM WILLING TO PICK UP MY CROSS AND FOLLOW MY TEACHER WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT PERSECUTION IT JUST CAME TO ME THAT PERSECUTION DOES NO COME FROM OTHER PEOPLE, IT COMES FROM SATAN, THE MASTER OF CONFUSION AND HIM IS THE ONE THAT PERSECUTES ME EVERY MOMENT AND WAITS PATIENTLY FOR ME TO BE DISTRACTED TO ATTACK ME I HAVE ONLY ONE DEFENSE AGAINST HIM AND THAT IS TO BE WILLING TO PICK UP MY CROSS AND WALK, KEEP MY EYES UP TO THE SKY AND SEE JESUS SITING AT THE RIGHT HAND OF THE FATHER. IT IS ESENTIAL TO A CHRISTIAN TO BE WILLING TO GO TO ANY LENGTH TO VICTORY OVER SIN HERE WE ARE AT THE TURNING POINT WHAT IS IT GOING TO BE? SO WE PICK UP OUR CROSS OR WE GO TO THE END LIVING INSANE? MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

WE LIVE AN A ERA WHERE THERE IS NO PERSECUTION BETTER YET THE AREA THAT I LIVE IN HAS NO PERSECUTION WE ARE CHRISTIANS THAT ARE ACCEPTED AS SUCH WHATEVER WE GO, WHATEVER WE SPEAK. I AM JOYFUL TO KNOW AND PARTAKE OF JESUS SUFFERING I AM GRATEFUL THAT I CAN SHARE MY VIEWS AND EXPERIENCES WITH EVERYONE THAT I COME IN TOUCH WITH I AM NOT SHIED ABOUT STAND AND SHARE MY FAITH WITH ANY ONE I HAVE NOT BEEN STOPPED BY ANY ONE OR I HAVE NOT BEEN CALLED IN THE OFFICE TO BE TOLD TO STOP SHARING MY FAITH AND I WORK ON A PUBLIC PLACE I PRAY WITH OTHERS IN MY WORK PLACE AND NO ONE SEEM TO BE OFFENDED, MUCH LESS TO WANT TO PERSECUTE ME I BLESS PEOPLE WHEN I MEET THEM FACE TO FACE WHILE WALKING "GOD BLESS YOU" INSTEAD OF "HAVE A NICE DAY" DO I PERSONALLY GO THROUGH SUFFERING MOMENTS? THE ANSWER IS YES AND I ALSO SHARE THESE MOMENTS WITH OTHERS. FOR ME PAIN IS NOT AN OPTION, PAIN IS THE SPIRITUAL FUNDATION OF MY NEW STRUCTURE I DO NOT ASK FOR PAIN TO COME MY WAY, BUT WHEN PAIN COMES I OPEN MY HEART AND MY SOUL BECAUSE I AM AWARE THAT FROM THERE GOD WILL HELP ME TO GROW IT REALLY DOES NOT MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO ME WHAT PEOPLE SAYS ABOUT ME OR WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT ME OR HOW THEY VIEW ME. WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS HOW I VIEW MYSELF IN FRONT OF GOD "BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE PERSECUTED BECAUSE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS,......." THIS IS TO PREPARE ME WHEN THE TIME COMES FOR ME GOD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PICK UP MY CROSS AND FOLLOW YOU. WHAT A JOY TO BE COUNTED IN THE SAME BREATH AS THE PROPHETS. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

WHAT A WONDERFUL PREVILIGE TO BE ABLE TO SUFFER FOR THE LORD, I SAY LET IT BE DONE. AT THE END WE ONLY SUFFER A LITTLE IN COMPARE WITH HIS SUFFERING BUT WE DO IT WITH COMPASSION AND LOVE THROUGH HIM AND HE BROUGHT ME TO IT SO HE WILL SEE ME TROUGH IT. THE SPIRIT OF OUR LORD HAS RISEN AND WE AS HIS CHILDREN WILL FOLLOW DO I WANT TO FOLLOW TO A GLORIOUS HEAVEN? OR DO I WANT TO RESIDE IN hell FOR EVER? NOT A DIFFICULT CHOISE I CHOISE TO SUFFER FOR A LITTLE WHILE IF NEED TO BE, KNOWING THAT HE SUFFER FOR US A LOT NOT ONLY A LITTLE. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

OH DEAR; WHAT IS THE DANGER? THE WORD DANGER CAUSES FEAR WITH IN ME, AND THE FEAR OF LOOSING WHAT GOD HAS PROMISED, MOTIVATES ME TO GO TO ANY LENGTH TO STAND FOR WHAT I BELIEVE, I AM READY TO LOOSE EVERYTHING TO SAVE MY SOUL. THE MOMENT OF PERSECUTION BECAUSE I DECLARE MY FAITH IN JESUS, THE MOMENT I FEEL BLESSED AND STRENGTHENED, BY HIS WORD REMEMBERING THAT HE SAID IN THE SERMON OF THE MOUNT BLESSED ARE THE ONES THAT ARE PERSECUTED IN MY NAME,,,,,, HERE IS TO MUCH AT STAKE AND WE HAVE BEEN WORKING SO HARD TO BE ABLE TO CARRY THE MESSAGE OF OUR LOVING GOD, TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND HELP ONE ANOTHER TO LET SOME DISTRACTION SEVERE THE LIGHT OF THE SPIRIT WE MUST PUSH FORWARD, PUSH, PUSH PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENS. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

The first part of the question tells me that I must be vigilant in all my ways and not let pride get any of my actions. At all times I must aknoweledge that is only by the grace of God that I am able to breathe. I used to be very insecure and therefore I always tried to built myself into something that I never was. today I can see how far God has brought me to serve him and glorify hiim, worhip him in the Spirit. I constantly ask God to help me to discover the talent that he gave me when I was born, the answer has not come to me clear, so in the mean time I stick to the Scripture that is teaching me a new way of living and for that I am truly grateful. May God richly bless you.

NON-CHRISTIANS LIKE THE IDEA OF NOT GIVING ACOUNT (CONFESSING), BECAUSE THEY DO NOT BELIEVE AND HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANY OF THE LAWS WEATHER DIVINE OR HUMAN. NO RESPECT FOR GOD NOR FOR THIS COUNTRY, NOT FOR NATURE, NOT FOR ANY FORM OF RELATIONSHIPS. THIS PROBABLY DESCRIBES PRETTY MUCH OUR CONTEMPORARY SOCIETY. MANY OF US WERE TOLD THAT GOD IS A PONISHING GOD SO WE DEVELOP THIS FEAR TO NOT LET ANYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON WITH US, MUCH LESS GOD. THE REALIZATION THAT WE MUST CONFESS, INSPIRES ME TO HAVE A CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS, I OPEN MY HEART AND HE COMES AND LIVES IN AN A WAY THAT IS MIRACULOUS. AN ATTITUDE OF GRATITUD TOWARDS GOD, THE HOLY SPIRIT AND THE SON CHRIST JESUS. THIS WAY OF LIVING AS A RESULT OF HONESTLY CONFESSING OUR SHORT-COMINGS, EXPRESSING OUR WEAKNESESS AND LET GOD MAKE THEM OUR STRENGTHS. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU TODAY.

NONE CHRISTIANS ARE NOT AWARE OF GODS GRACE NOR THE WAY OF THE LIGHT SO TO THEM IT BECOMES NATURAL TO BE INVOLVED IN THE THINGS OF THE WORLD WE KNOW WHAT THE THINGS OF THE WORLD ARE, WE ARE NOT NAIVE, BUT WE ALSO KNOW THAT CHRISTIANS HAVE BEEN SAVED BY GODS GRACE AND THE MAXIMUM SACRIFICE OF JESUS ON THE CROSS, THESE THINGS ARE NOT SOMETHING TO TAKE LIGHT INSTEAD IS SOMETHING TO APPRECIATE TO VENERATE, TO HONOR AND TO FOLLOW TO THE END. WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT GOD HAS GIVEN US A FREE WILL AND WE MUST TURN OUR WILL AND OUR LIVES OVER TO HIS CARE. MY WILL IN MY HANDS IS HUMAN AND FINITE MY WILL IN GODS HANDS IS DIVINE AND INFINITE. SOMETIMES OUR FAITH NEEDS TO BE TESTED BUT GOD WILL NEVER GIVE US SOMETHING THAT WE CANNOT HANDLE, HE BROUGHT ME TO IT HE WILL SEE ME THROUGH IT. WE CAN RESIST TEMPTATION BY FINDING REFUGE IN THE WORD OF GOD. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

We do have a great example in Christ Jesus He trusted and obey the Father all the time so is right to say God is good all the time. In this very moment I am victorious I am in the presence of the Father true Jesus the Son and the Holy Spirit. He is the Light and I am following it By his grace I have been given a new way of living and I am about to feed His sheep. My attitude is one of a winner not by anything I have done, instead by what Jesus did for me on the cross. He is done with sin and true his blood I have been saved and cleanse. I lived like a pagan today I live as slave to his comands for there I find my delight. May God richly bless you.

THE ANSWER IS YES, TOTALLY, ABSOLUTELY, AND UNCONDITIONALLY. I AM HIS AND HE IS MINE I ABIDE IN HIM AND HE ABIDES IN ME IT IS MY OPINION THAT MY PLEDGE TO CHRIST JESUS HAS NO RELATION TO THE ACT OF BABTISM THAT TOOK PLACE IN MARCH OF 1936. IN THE OTHER HAND IS MY DESIRE TO GO THROUGH A RENEWAL OF MY BABTISM THROUGH FAITH SINCE I HAVE BEEN SAVED NOT BY MY BABTISM. INSTEAD BY THE SPRINKLING OF THE BLOOD OF JESUS CRHIST. AND IN THIS I AM ABSOLUTELY CLEAR. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

I HAVE BEEN MEDITATING FOR QUITE SOME TIME ASKING GOD FOR INSPIRATION A CLEAR THOUGHT AS YOU INDICATED DR. WILSON. I DID NOT KNOW GOD NOR DID I WANT IT TO KNOW HIM OR CHRIST JESUS. I LIVED IN THE WORLD A SINFUL LIFE, WENT FROM ONE SMALL CRIME TO ANOTHER LITTLE BIGER CRIME AND SO ON. I OFFENDED MANY AND TODAY I AM GRATEFUL I DID NOT GET WHAT I DESERVED. GOD KNEW MY SINS, GOD KNEW MY LIFE AND ONE DAY HE STOPPED ME IN MY TRACKS AND BROUGHT ME HOME (TEMPORARY HOME). EVERY SIN THAT WAS COMMITED BY ME IT WAS NECESSARY EVERY HUMILIATION WAS NECESSARY FOR ME TO COME TO A PLACE OF COMPLETE SURRENDER. SEE I HAVE THIS BIG PROBLEM, I HAVE A SELECTIVE MEMORY AND ONLY REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES AND REFUSE TO REMEMBER THE PAIN, THE HUMILIATION AND THE LOST OF DIGNITY. ONLY ONE CAN HELP ME WITH MY PROBLEMS AND THAT ONE IS GOD. HE LOVED ME EVEN WHEN I DID NOT WANT HIM TO LOVE ME AND THEN JESUS CHRIST CAME INTO MY LIFE AND TRANSFORMED ME. THANK YOU GOD, THANK YOU JESUS, THANK YOU JOSH MCDOWELL HE SHOWED ME THIS PRAYER THAT OPEN A NEW DOOR WHERE THE LIGHT OF THE SPIRIT ALWAYS SHINES AND I AM SHARING IT WITH YOU NOW. "LORD JESUS, I NEED YOU. THANK YOU FOR DYING ON THE CROSS FOR ME. FORGIVE ME AND CLEANSE ME. RIGHT THIS MOMENT I TRUST YOU AS SAVIOR AND LORD. MAKE ME THE TYPE OF PERSON YOU CREATED ME TO BE. IN CHRIST'S NAME. AMEN. WALKING IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD HAS BECOME THE MOST AWESOME THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO ME BECAUSE OF CHRIST JESUS DYING ON THE CROSS I HAVE BEEN ADOPTED TO HIS FAMILY AND WILL SPEND ETERNITY GLORIFYING HIM AND SINGING HIMNS WITH ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS. IS THIS AWESOME? I KNOW IT IS. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

YOU HAVE BEEN ADDED TO MY LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I PRAY FOR HELEN SPAULDING AND YOUR DAUGHTER. WE CANNOT PUSH ANYTHING DOWN THE THROTH OF ANYONE MUCH LESS OUR FAMILIES, WE MUST REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED TO JESUS IN JERUSALEM. ENOUGH OF ADVISE, BUT IS JUST A LOVING RESPONSE. ANSWER TO THE FIRST QUESTION. WE LOSE FOCUS IN CHRIST JESUS AND WE FOCUS IN OUR FINITE SELVES. WE DO THIS AUTOMATICALLY SINCE WE HAVE BEEN DOING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER ALL OUR LIVES. WE ARE FEAR BASED PEOPLE BECAUSE WE LIVE IN A FEAR BASED SOCIETY. IT IS VERY HARD TO BREAK AWAY FROM THE OLD MEN. IT TAKES LOTS OF DEEPEN INTO A NEW CHARACTER. QUALITY CHARACTER THAT CAN BE DEVELOPED BY THE SCRIPTURES, BY PRAYING AND COMING TO BELIEVE THAT GOD CAN IF WE LET HIM. HAVING HAD AN SPIRITUAL AWAKENING PUTS ME AN A POSITION WHERE IT IS OBVIOUS TO LOOK AT MY PAST AND SEE HOW I USED TO OPERATE. OFTEN USED THE ANALOGY OF THE CHAMELEON. FOR ME IS BEING READY TO GIVE AN ANSWER. I STILL HAVE TO FIGHT OR WALK THROUGH THE ENORMOUS INFERIORITY COMPLEX THAT PERMEATES MY WHOLE NATURE. SOMETIMES MY THINKING GOES THIS WAY. GOD IS NOT WORKING FAST ENOUGH ON ME THEREFORE I STILL HAVE MANY CHARACTER DEFECTS AND I AM NOT PREPARE TO GIVE THE RIGHT ANSWER OR PERHAPS I SHALL SAY THE PERFECT ANSWER. SEE I AM NOT THAT IMPORTANT, GOD RATHERS PAY ATTENTION TO PEOPLE LIKE JOE, OR AL, OR PETE EVERYONE EXCEPT ME. HERE WE ARE GETTING HONEST AND HOPE MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

I AM NOT AFILIATED TO A PARTICULAR CHURCH INSTEAD I GO TO DIFFERENT CHURCHES IN THE AREA WHERE I LIVE. IT IS MY OPINION THAT IN ALL OF THE CHURCHES THAT I GO, IT SEEMS THAT A SENSE OF HARMONY AND GOOD WILL PERMEATS THE AMBIANCE; I HAVE NEVER EVER ENCOUNTER A SITUATION WHERE THERE IS EVIL AT ANY OF THESE PLACES. IN THE OTHER HAND WE MUST BE AWARE OF THE SPIRITUAL WARFARE THAT IS GOING ON IN THE WORLD AND ONLY BY BEEN UNITED IN PRAYER WE CAN STAND TOGETHER I PERSONALLY BELIEVE IN THE BOOK OF REVELATIONS AND THIS GIVES ME STRENGTH, HOPE AND FILLS ME WITH FAITH IN THE THINGS THAT ARE UNSEEN MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU.

OH! HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO BE ALIVE TODAY AND BE ABLE TO PARTICIPATE WITH MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS: (BROTHER AL, SISTER KAS AND HELEN) ALL OF YOU ARE SO RIGHT ON. I AM GOING TO ADD THIS TIME MY HUMBLE OPINION. LET'S SAY THAT FOR SOME ODD REASON I MISSTRITED MY WIFE, THE FIRST THING THAT COMES INTO PLACE IS THE DESIRE TO MAKE AMENDS TO HER. EXPLAIN THOROUGHLY MY ACT OF REPENTANCE AND BE VERY SINCERE, LETING HER KNOW THAT BY ME ACTING THE WAY I DID TOWARDS HER, NOT ONLY OFFENDED HER BUT ALSO Y OFFENDED GOD. SOME PLACE IN THE SCRIPTURES SAYS THAT IF WE WANT TO COME TO OFFER OURSELVES TO GOD BETTER MAKE AMENDS WITH THE ONES WE HAVE WRONG AND AFTER THAT THEN COME AND MAKE YOUR OFFERING. KNOWING THIS AND HAVE A NEW AWARENESS OF AN INCREDIBLE WAY OF LIVING SOBER, MEANING SOUND OF MIND AND BODY I DON'T EVEN THINK OR ATTEMPT TO OFFEND NOT ONLY MY WIFE THAT I LOVE DEARLY, BUT ANY OF MY COWORKERS AND BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE SPIRIT OF CHRIST JESUS. THE ROAD IS NARROW, BUT SO MUCH FURFILLING. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU ALL.

THANK YOU AND MAY GOD GIVE YOU THE LIGHT AND THE PEACE THAT FURFILLS OUR LIVES. KAS--HELEN SPAULDING THANK YOU AND I COULD ONLY SAY DITTO TO YOUR INSIGHTS I MAY ADD. WISDOM THE PERFECT DANCE OF THE SPIRIT WITH OUR LORD CHRIST JESUS. LOVE IS NOT SOMETHNG WE TAKE LOVE IS SOMETHING WE GIVE BUT OBVIOUSLY IF YOU DO NOT KNOW CHRIST WE DO NOT KNOW LOVE. THEREFORE WE CAN GIVE SOMETHING THAT WE HAVEN'T GOT. MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU FOR TODAY.